I'm drinking too much again. I think it's the holidays, but it's so tempting to just keep on with it.

I don't miss you as much as I thought I might. It bugs me that you said we'd be missing one and a half weeks. Although I guess that's technically true, I won't see you until two and a half weeks after our last session. Eh, never mind, you're right. It doesn't matter.

I wish you would talk with me about missing sessions, ask me what my experience of it is. I'm too chicken to bring it up. Don't want you thinking I can't live without you or anything! Ahem.