Well ever since I was a young child I knew there was something different about me.....though even if I hadn't noticed it myself its not as though the other kids and quite a few teachers didn't remind me of it all the time. But I didn't really think there was anything exactly 'wrong' with me until I attempted suicide at the age of 15 and was informed I had depression and anxiety issues and needed counseling. Then I got it in my head I could just you know get over it if I tried hard enough and that basically kinda backfired.

So yeah its hard to say when exactly it started.