Besides having nightmares lately and waking up in panic attack mode I feel I am in a catch 22 financially and in my marriage. My income just dropped over 1K per month and I don't feel safe. I am not sure if we can make the bills and my wife's gonna blame it on my disability as she already has and yet she plans a Christmas Vacation and will over spend on the kids which may leave me without funds for next month's medical bills. I really do love her and want to be with her 95 % of the time but 5% of the time she can be unbearable. I guess it's hard being a survivor of abuse married to someone who was spoiled and never suffered a trauma in their life. She really can't empathize.

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