I'm having trouble believing I'm worth anything. In da past yr and a hlf I lost two homes and had two kids.n I'm currently homeless now (living with family) . I've been struggling with depression (crying cutting among other things) and I've lost every single important relationship I had. I have no one. I'm constantly hearing how useless and worthless I am from the ppl I love the most. It hurts. I'm completely broken and I dnt find life very much worth living alone. I've tried to make friends but I hve four kids I work and I have no transportation so making friends where I live is next to impossible. I try to draw strength frm my kids but some days that's hard too. I feel like a waste of flesh and that I have no purpose or even a right to be alive. I feel stupid worthless useless like I don't matter and wont be missed. I dnt feel like I'm worth being loved by anyone boyfriend or friends. I hate myself more than any hatred I've ever had for anyone else. I can't talk to anyone about it because they get mad at me n tell me I have issues n my being depressed is an excuse not to b myself. No one believes I have a real problem. I feel like a waste of time n keeping it inside is really hurting me. But I have no one to turn to. Please help. I guess I'm having a pity party and I'm inviting all of u guys to come. I jus need some help...please help me!