Today I feel a whole lot better, guess I was just over drugging myself.. Glad I got it all figured out... Started taking my 50mg lamotrigine today and I have a small headache in the back of my head. maybe its just a small tension headache, or I smoked to much today... Been doing ALOT of christmas yummy mixing.. I can't bake cookies, so I did alot of no bake things so far. I think I am on a chocolate OD ATM. ha!

I feel sick still, and low on energy, but I also feel like I need to be doing something.. I've been up since 5:30am, and started cleaning around 7am ish... Been cleaning as I went along making messes too. still not sure what to think, and having some issues remembering a lot of events today and things I have said... I don't like this feeling.... I like remembering things!