No one should have to suffer. If you saw another person injuring someone else, would you think that was right? Everyone has done things they regret doing or doubted themselves at times. That doesn't mean they should punish themselves repeatedly and believe they are worthless.

Something has caused you to believe that you are not as good as other people. If you don't know what it is, or even if you do, you need to get some help from a person who deals with those who cut. Any professional who works with people like you knows that the self harm comes from inner pain. They aren't going to think anything bad about you. SI is an addictive, progressive behavior and the longer it goes on, the harder it is to stop. The fact that you have come here says that you want help. You don't want to feel like this anymore. You are strong enough to pull yourself out of this. There is another life out there for you and you deserve to live it happily.

Sam2