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Old Dec 23, 2012, 11:27 PM
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Originally Posted by RomanSunburn View Post
I fully support ice skating and then a coffee shop for warm beverages afterwards.

Sorry if this is an awkward question... Do you think your not feel attracted to him has to do with the meds your on? Meaning, do you find others attractive or is the problem only with this man? Or maybe this is a case where the more you get to know him the better looking he gets?

Just remember there's two of you in this equation, and if you aren't feeling it, then maybe it's not best to lead him on. But then, there's no harm in getting to know him first to make sure...

Good luck and have fun whatever you choose!
Indeed I have no sex drive and this could be due to Topamax which I dropped two days ago so hopefully in January when I am back from my trip I will be good to go.

I find his facial features attractive in an objective sense, although they do not turn me on, but I really do not want to be a "slave" of my medication-induced lack of desire. I also find him too heavy in the belly area but I hope to overcome this sort of aversion. I respect him a lot and I find his pattern of handling relationships (he "converts" all past romantic r/s into friendships, each and all) extremely attractive in its own right. I have never dated anyone with this sort of a "resume". I am very enthusiastic about him and I do not want to "drop this idea" just because I am not particularly attractive.

Also, I would not trust my attractions because in the past they led to disastrous choices. So I would rather go with respect this time than with attractions.

Lastly, I surprised myself by all of a sudden lightly kissing him on the lips at the end of our second date (NOT French kissing, no) and I really liked the sensation. So, there is SOME attraction. And, he said "oh thank you" which I found to be ueber-polite.

Lastly, my existing sexual partner (this date is polyamorous so multiple partners are OK) was just OK and nothing more in the beginning but after a month I grew somewhat attracted to him (sexual problems notwithstanding) and look forward to our reuniting after he and I come back from our respective trips in January. During the time we have dated, he has read every single email or draft of an email to/from each of my three kids who all live separately from me, has provided feedback, and overall has been wonderfully emotionally supported and I appreciate it. But I still find my viciously abusive ex 2nd husband more sexually attractive. So, the mechanism by which I am attracted to people is just wrong, wrong, wrong and I have decided to distrust it and instead appreciate people for their impressive qualities of character. Makes sense?
Thanks for this!
RomanSunburn