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Dec 24, 2012, 04:10 AM
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Member Since: Oct 2008
Location: Away from Polaris
Posts: 3,236
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Originally Posted by Torn Mind
Silentycrying - maybe your tears needn't be so silent if you can reach out some. Sorry that sounded really pretentious didn't it? Just wanting to connect really. Not sure if feeling worse than a pregnant woman refers to how you feel physically, or emotionally, or maybe both?
As for me - feeling noxiously crap - self hate self blame and general frustrated powerlessness overwhelming me. I hate it that my problems are all my fault my doing my creation and even knowing that, nothing changes  .
And I hate it that I feel so rubbish especially coming up to Christmas. Feeling alienated and alone and trapped inside my terrifying head. Ack  |
Ive tried to reach out but it feels like there is no one there or maybe its my disorder get in the way...well iam not worth it anyway
and when i said i feel worst than pregnant women , i meant physically, i feel nauseous all the times but now not as bad as before
iam sorry that you are struggling durng this holiday, hope things get better or you find a way to cope!
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