Hi, I was wondering jf there are older SI's here, or just teens? I use to SI as a teen, cut, hit, break bones.That was in the late 70's,early 80's. before it came into the light in the 90's.I'm also male. I got away from family probs, so was able to stop SI'ing. My wife of almost 30yrs, dosn't know about the SI, just the depression. Told her I fell through a window to explain the scars. Over the past 2yrs my heath has faild.Heart attacks, kidney probs.,diabeties,BP,stroke, staff infections. I can't work anymore,will lose T-19 on the 1st,wife made too much $ last month.No medicare till april. EVERTHING seems out of control.Old desires are back! Thoughts of cutting everyday! I CAN'T believe these feelings are back after over 30+yrs. Thanks and be safe, pitrat