I wanted to stop cutting. For my youth leader and my best friend. I really tried. but I felt trapped in my mind. I just wanted to escape, to forget for a minute... so I cut myself. I feel better, but defeated. I'm never going to be able to stop. it's hopeless. I'm hopeless...
I hate myself so much...
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I'm acting like I'm okay - please don't interrupt my performance!
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