I remember isolating and feeling depressed when I was maybe 10 or 12. I seriously considered suicide at 19. I basically survived college, but afterwards I had no purpose or goals. And this lead to my actual sui attempt at 25. I sought help that year from a therapist and pdoc. I didn't feel that the therapy and meds were helping so I stopped going to T and taking my meds. (bad decision) But I finally got help this year and I am currently seeing a T. I can't believe that I didn't seek help sooner though. It's seriously a miracle that I am still alive right now. smh...