Maybe there is a need for a reply.

I can't answer your original question, nor will i even try. I'll just point out that i noticed you.

I hope you can get a little strength from this.

I always find it hard to close a posting - because i know how i always feel when somebody says something like "take care" - i get all cynical. But, as a human being who doesn't like seeing others hurting, i really do hope you take care and thnigs improve for you.

Izzy