Here it is again, I found a guy I like, I idolize him, think the world of him, he doesn't have time for me. I break up with him. This cycle of has one big cluster****, OVER AND OVER AGAIN. I WANT IT TO STOP.

I can't pull my life together because all I seem to care about is GOD DAMN RELATIONSHIPS. WTF

MAKE THE CYCLE STOP PLEASE MAKE IT STOP