i cant take this feeling im having i just want to kill someone........ i missed my meds for 3 days and i know its all my fault but i dont want to take the damn things... and i shouldnt have to..... its really %#@&#! up that in oder for me to feel decent i have to take 4 or 5 drugs to keep me calm...... if this is how it always gonna be i dont want to live....... god just take me out of my misery now......