It makes sense, sort of.

There's my fantasies, which I would say is quite advance for someone with no sexual experience...and then there's reality, with me feeling awkward when my boyfriend tells me he wants me to be dominant and in control and me not knowing what to do. He's been with three other girls so he is in a way a guidance, but I know that I'm not ready to rush into sex, love even. He wants me to take baby steps, and I know that for now he's going to be leading me until I feel ready to lead him, which is what I'm comfortable with doing.