apparently I haven't signed in for a year. I suppose that was appx the last time I cut. I've managed to change environment and into my own place, which is what everyone recommended since my parents' home was so abusive. I'm mostly just confused, considering this was supposed to make things better (moving) and not push me over the edge to point of breaking my year long record. I tried and tried to avoid it.. I wrote in my journal, threw myself into work but all that did was prolong the inevitable. I wish I could afford therapy, but here I am instead. I can't believe I cut again.