Hello Call Me Chris, can I call you Chris (Lol I bet you get fed up with that comment all the time!)

Thanks for posting .

Wow you actually are able to enjoy being with people, even if not all the time. I envy you. I get how one to one can be a lot easier than with a group but I find that even harder. At least with a group you've got other people doing a lot of the talking and so it's less stressful for me to sit back and just listen.

Sounds like you go through a lot of the semi-paranoid thinking that I do in your description of 'after the event'. Wondering what they thought of you and how they saw you - it's SO hard to get off that treadmill, because you can't prove it one way or the other and once the fear in your head throws up those thoughts and images you're stuck with them That's how it works for me, no matter how much I tell myself that it's 'just' me fearing and anticipating all this negative stuff, it doesn't make it go away.

Hey that's good news isn't it that you'll be seeing a T? Sounds like you're a bit dubious about it though? I hope you do go just to see what the T is like.

Oh and please don't be sorry for posting, I appreciate it .

Torn