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Do you know what is causing your urges?-Sannah
I hate my existence. I hate every memory of my life. I hate waking to find out that I really am this wretched creature I thought I was the night before. I hate the disgust I feel from others. I hate that it is deserved. I hate that I have no control over my impulses. I hate that things come at me out of left field, and I really am the only one standing there wondering what I did to deserve it.
I want a new life. Is that to much to want?
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