I worry the doc's won't believe me, that they will think I am faking and then I read their minds and know that is what is happening. My solution to this recently has been to tell them I have an abuse history where I was told I was making up illness and beaten for showing feelings of illness, pain etc. Poker face was what I learned. I tell them so I can prevent te assumption on MY part that they feel I am attention seeking and lying.

I don't think bad things of others that often. however,from time to time I do engage in some entertaining thoughts of retaliation which I would never carry out. It's fun though to imagine the pranks.

I did put horse manure in an old abusive T's mail box once. But in my defense, she really was clueless and abusive.