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Originally Posted by Wolff
It's true, for me right now my mind is a really hazy uncertain place but when I cut it's like I'm cutting through the fog in my mind and for just a second . . . I can see.
I know that alot of cutters wish to stop cutting and they don't like that they do but for me I am proud of the scars produced by my cutting. I don't want to stop, for I know that I am not going to kill myself, I know that I am not going to to die from infection or from cutting in a wrong place because when I cut I treat them immediately so that they won't be infected and I stay away from the veins throughout my body (and I steralize my razors before and after I use them)
So you see to me cutting is as normal as a person brushing their hair, for me it's comforting and natural, and I hope that maybe one day other people will accept this (like my mom -_-)
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sometimes I think it's the clarity in the aftermath that I look for too. "Fog" is an excellent way of putting the circumstances just prior to. It's like cutting doesn't just physically cut barriers (skin) but it also cuts through the emotional crap