I am really not sure which way to turn..... for my thread is gone and it was helping ME to talk it out (TO VENT) and yet now I am afraid to go there again, for what if I say something again that is not allowed..... and yet I need / want to talk about it..... I am scared.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

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I wish I could make this SONG real in MY LIFE..... to enjoy living with such passion.

When dreaming I'm guided through another world
Time and time again
At sunrise I fight to stay asleep
'Cause I don't want to leave the comfort of this place
'Cause there's a hunger, a longing to escape
From the life I live when I'm awake
So let's go there
Let's make our escape
Come on, let's go there
Let's ask can we stay?
Can you take me higher?
To the place where blind men see
Can you take me higher?
To the place with golden streets
Although I would like our world to change
It helps me to appreciate
Those nights and those dreams
But, my friend, I'd sacrifice all those nights
If I could make the Earth and my dreams the same
The only difference is
To let love replace all our hate
So let's go there
Let's make our escape
Come on, let's go there
Let's ask can we stay?
Up high I feel like I'm alive for the very first time
Up high I'm strong enough to take these dreams
And make them mine


....................................................... from Creed