{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{nightdream}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
I am sorry things have been so rough. From what you have said, I have been there too, but things have got better for me. There are some good people out there, just believe ... Sorry, I know I suck at advice

but I do care about you, dear friend!
((((((((((((((((((((nightdream))))))))))))))))))))
With love,
Fuzzy