Thanks for the kind words Just a girl.

I keep reminding myself of that. For awhile it smoothed out to tolerable. But the holidays, starting parent counseling w/ the ex, and the leaving of my p-doc with no forewarning are just a few events/changes this month rocking the boat.

The last week or so I could tell I was in a mixed episode. When my son went back to his dad's today after spending 4 days with me, I lost it, almost before I even got back in the door. It's sent me into the depression.... which I have the hardest time getting out of.