Thanks for all your throughtful responses. I'm just torn about these medications. I'm torn about the diagnosis and I don't know what I could do about it except wait it out and see how I end up forming my decisions regarding this whole thing. I don't know how long I will struggle with this. It's been nine months since I was diagnosed and I still struggle with it so how much longer? Will I ever accept it? How long did it take you to finally accept your diagnosis? I am also diagnosed with GAD but I had no problem accepting that. I wonder why...