Hi beautiful_pain. Don't feel bad about reaching out just because you haven't been posting. I don't always feel up to posting or sometimes I'm just too busy but I'd like to think this is the sort of place where you can reach out when you need to, regardless.

Sorry you've been having such a horrible week. Hoping a much better one is on its way. If not don't hesitate to come back for more support (((Beautiful_pain)))