im not saying i cant literally go but i would need my families - really just my dads - help. my dad thinks im too ...idk how to say it "bad off" - "sick" - whatever.

i asked my mom for help as last resort and she said i should be in supervised living instead.

i just..i dont think im so bad off that i need that. i dont think im that sick (i hate saying that word) anyway. i mean i know my dx and how my life is but ...
idk...idk..
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what is sick anyway?
im not eating roadkill naked...