hey i am back. well i had the best day for a while. i got to spend the x-mas with my kids they really was happy today and when they open the presents word cant tell you how i felt at the moment. but i know i was the happies mother in the world. i just wanted to write you all let you know i got though it and it was the best day for a while. but i keep in touch talk to you all later. hope everyone else had a good x-mas.

here hugs for everyone.....