My ex SIL and nephew are homeless, they're at our house for this week. My room isnt mine, even tho I only offered to SLEEP on the couch. I have to smoke OUTSIDE, coz I feel like a fkn intruder even when I just need clothes. Wanted to escape to so called friends or family, the ones that are NOT out for the day, never answered the phone! I want to scream, & gorge out ex SIL's eyeballs, & I have no escape, NONE being nice never got me anywhere but I never fkn learn!So here I sit,seething crying