Dear T, appt tomorrow.. i still have time to cancel. i dunno. scared, silly, afraid.
please don't get mad at me for sending an email. if you do, that is your choice, but it will also be my choice to leave the session early.
i get in enough trouble on the outside, and do not under any circumstances need to get in trouble from you or your office. i know you don't text. and we are supposed to call. just couldn't do it. only to make appts or if i am in crisis. i cannot just call to ask a question. what if you are in a bad mood.
hell, i don't even know if you checked your email.
ps now i am glad we don't email on a regular basis. this would drive me crazy waiting for a reply.

ps please be gentle, calm, and most of all :ACCEPTING. that is what i am needing acceptance. from yes, you.