(((kellygirls)))) so sorry for your loss...please, don't put the blame on yourself, you were doing what you could...and realize some of what you feel right now is survivor's guilt...I wish I could just hug you, hold you tight, tell you this would all be alright, and help alleviate some of that pain & loss you feel right now...my thoughts and prayers are with you, may God bless you and your family, give you the comfort and peace of mind you need.

hugs, luv Lisa