Hello again to all:
Don't know were to begin on this subject because it has been eating away at me for some time. I feel completly and utterly crazy, I mean I just don't want to go on anymore, I feel like I am just surviving without feeling anything. I hate the way I am feeling, but I am more afraid to tell anyone in my family how I am feeling. I don't want to lose my daughter, but I am losing it fast. I cannot stop crying, I mean it is getting to the point were I am having a hard time at work and at home, and that is not fair to my daughter either. I need some advice, I mean I am getting desperate, I want to reach out, but the fear holds me back.............