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I have shut off myself from my friends for so long that I have no one to reach out to, I am close to my Mom, but the fear of telling her how I really feel, or the fear of her reaction to my real feelings is holding me back, I feel like I could rip off my skin I am so panicked and crazy right now I am just so afraid to reach out

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((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ((((((( SUPPORT )))))))

You are speaking exactly what I feel and the life I have been living for the last five years.... Maybe we can HELP each other?

Please tell your MoM - for I told my MoM and while she could not stop the pain, she did allow me to hang with her the last time I went through a scary time with my life..... my MoM and my Husband know of my real deep feelings and fear of death.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -