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mrb023077 said:
i wish i could say yes... i am working towards that and have changed my way of thinking about men and life in general... it takes time

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YES..... it does in deed take time and effort, but when will it change? - I have been fighting this awful feeling inside of me since I was 12 years old (prob earlier - but as a child I learned to laugh and live) - I just want to be NORMAL after 30 long years of h*ll.

Rhapsody -