I am sorry you are hurting and feel so alone. I have felt the same way. You mentioned you tried an Rx but it didnt work for you. Do you have a T that you can speak with, so you can express your feelings and thoughts in a supportive, caring environment. I found that it helps so much to have someone outside of family and friends to talk to. Also, it is great that you are here. There are many very supportive, caring members that can relate to what you are feeling and are happy to lend a shoulder, an ear, offer support if asked...

Please keep posting and let us know how you are doing. You are not alone.