We talked and decided I'd give it some time. There's a lot of other stressors as well: My money has been cut off for January and I've basically been using money I don't have to go on these dates, he doesn't know that, meeting six of his friends at once was too stressful, and I wanted to wait until I was ready to kiss and say "miss you", it was too overwhelming for him to text me how much he missed me and wanted to cuddle, etc. I haven't told him that either.