(((lgreen))) talk with your mom, if you guys are close, talk...I don't have that with my mom, but my daughter has a mom that is that way (ie. me)...I wouldn't want my daughter suffering in silence, I might not have the answers, or the know how, the tools to make it all right, but I know that I could help her find the answers, and alleviate some of her struggle....she has had a few rough spots in her life already, and tried to hold off from telling me in fear it would add more burden for me...to the contrary I could already percieve something was awry with her, it just made me feel so much better that she finally opened up, and let me help her with her struggle...one of the first things we did was call her primary care physician, talked very openly with him, and very bluntly...with his support we got her back on track.

Just know you aren't alone. I have been there when I felt my world was swirling out of control, somehow got through it...don't know how, but did. You are already part way there!!!!! berry berry many hugs!!! and please keep us posted!!

hugs, Lisa