no i understand

i just have this feeling that since im her sister its hard for her to get it around her that she has a close loved one that has schiz. im saying i think its hard for her to accept. which i dont think has anything to do with being a therapist but rather just a family member.

shes obviously not judging. i just dont think she maybe wants to believe i have it. you know? you know how family is so distraught about things that they are in denial too? shes not mean about it.

i tried talking to her about it a few times some years ago but i mean she doesnt even want to talk about it. which made me think shes in denial for me. which sucks but yea idk.