Dear T, thanks for the email reply. it was short, sweet and to the point. i appreciate that so much. mostly, thanks for not being angry. in twelve hours i will be sitting in your office. please remember to keep it gentle, and calm. i am trying, i really am

ps it was great being able to see it in black and white what you wrote. not just hearing it, but actually seeing it really really helps. thank you.

pss no bad dream last night and i actually slept through the whole night!