I just sent this PM to my husband, and while he is far from all my problems / wounds - he is part of it.

MESSAGE
I have wonder what is going on with us and what will be... for we are growing further apart and it seems as we do not need each other. I am lost and I am sure you are too - but in the end, who honestly wins? Do you even know that I held 30 blue pills in my hand yesterday as I cried and wondered.... (I am truly sad) - LoVe seems lost or at least forgotten or not worth the effort any more. Just wanted to share as to release my inner PAIN.


LoVe,
Rhapsody -