I cant go to a Therapist Because my Health insurance just got over two weeks ago and my parents Wont pay me money to see a therapist. i even went to my psychiatric with my pocket money with the help of insurance. am Extremely afraid of pills after i Tried them and they made me paranoid. I Just wished the world ended on 21
I Never had suicidal Thoughts or Tried Hurting myself Because am religious But i dont know what will happen I f i continue living this way. I even tried travelling away from this county and to my home country Egypt which is wonderful But it was too Cold and My Blood pressure was extremely High So i had to come Back To Dubai Which is miserable am still waiting to get accepted By This university If i do i this will wase some of my misery .