I remember my first Christmas without daddy, well obviously, duh, it was 2010! And I just want to say that I believe he was there with you in spirit, and that you made his first Christmas manageble too, bcoz he didnt have to worry about his family. I'm really happy it went well, and dont worry, the story sharing will become easier with time, it definitly has for us, and it may sound weird,but I think starting early helped,coz there wasnt time for daddy to become a taboo subject. Love the song btw