Blue, you're in my prayers for sure, you always are. I can't imagine how hard it is to deal with watching your son go through this, and then lash out at you and your other kids.

It's a hard road but he is 17 and a danger to himself and your family, and you have done everything you can. It may sound weird but maybe the only way to save him is to make him save himself. And I hate saying that, but maybe you have to turn him in and maybe the only road out for him is the road through hell.... With the drugs and everything, it's not giving your other kids the chance, and since he's violent, that's not good. There is no easy road for him or you right now.

I just pray that he will come out on the othe side and when he does, he can be your son again, the one that you loved as a baby, and not the person addicted to drugs who beats you up.