I'm finally back! Two weeks ago yesterday, I had a major relapse What set it off was having to go to a one-year old's visitation service, and the casket was open, to make it worse. I was determined to make it a one time thing, but then the school shooting happened in Newtown, and it sent me over the edge. (My youngest son is 6 and a first-grader... hit waaaaaaay to close to home!!!) On top of it all, I had an impending milestone birthday coming just before Christmas. I totally cracked. I will, however, say that I managed to pull my s*** together and have been sober for a week now, without even an urge to drink, even on my birthday or on Christmas, or even this week with my boys out of school I'm determined to make 2013 a so much better year, not only for myself, but for my family as well by being sober.

I'm back to stay. Get used to my ramblings

~Heni