what is the matter with me i used to be a care free minded woman now i am constantly in a bad mood tonight for instance i came home from work and as soon i walked round the corner i went into a foul mood took it out on my husband,internet was down last night and because he did not sort it i went mad we argued bringing everything up , but does this stem from my insecurity, depression,anger or the fact of i constantly think he is up to something with all accusations. it was his fault the internet is down well that what i think in my mind , it is his fault i think he is up to something,why do i think this am i just being selfish spoilt brat at 32 or am i experiencing some major brain disfunction that i think i am depressed, paranoid,*****y towards my husband, well i don't think i am that way how can i turn a bad thought into a good one

i think i am going slightly mad

alot of things are thrown in each others faces that hurt but then do we mean them because it still effects me, it still affects the way i feel towards him .why!!!!!