I second what everyone else has posted. A restraining order and talking to the police before it's too late. I know of someone who's mother was murdered by the father. The person's father hired two hit men to kill the mother. He thought he was going to be found innocent. Years later he's now in jail with the two hit men.

Protect yourself. You have nothing to lose by going to the authorities. If the police don't listen keep telling your fears to others.

Here are the numbers for the FBI in NY - don't stop talking about it until you find someone who is willing to listen. If you need a tap then do it. If you think your father really wants to kill you then you need to do everything in your power to protect yourself.... and perhaps you can get some justice for your mom if your suspicions are correct.

FBI Albany
200 McCarty Avenue
Albany, NY 12209
albany.fbi.gov
(518) 465-7551

FBI Buffalo
One FBI Plaza
Buffalo, NY 14202-2698
buffalo.fbi.gov
(716) 856-7800

FBI New York
26 Federal Plaza, 23rd. Floor
New York, NY 10278-0004
newyork.fbi.gov
(212) 384-1000

Keep us posted!