Get married. It worked for my wife! LOL Sorry... I had to say it.

I'm confused as to why you are disgusted by the idea of sex yet watch porn. There seems to be a big disconnect with that.

If you masturbate and watch porn, what exactly is it about the idea of sex that bothers you? Is it the act of having sex with another person? Perhaps it's not an issue with sex but with intimacy, romantic intimacy in particular.

I'm not a therapist, but I'd say a good, reputable therapist is what you need.