"I want to be the happy to one.
Not the diappointment. I always am the diappointment. Want to be the not disappointment for once. "
Dark Heart X, you have been very helpful to me, and very kind,I respect that.
Ive read the things you write and you are smart and articulate as well.
I have family who ignore me too, just as well Id cuss them out in a nasty way, then feel horribly ugly for it..I dont play well with others who pi** me off.
I want to be the happy one and not a dissapointment too, but all I can be is me..Will WE ever get comfortable in our own skins?? I dunno.but heres ya a hug,
and a
viking, I just like the little fella, thought he might make ya smile!!