aw that's nice to have someone stand up for me

The word blame was kind of difficult to swallow but I think I know what "effallthis" was trying to say, and they did put quotation marks around the word "blame" at least. It's true, what's important now is what am I going to choose to do next. But yes, I also am just trying to make sense of my relationship with my family, but I shouldn't get too caught up in analyzing and not make any actions.

Thanks everyone