thank you for trying to make me fel better,, but they ddi keep some of the seasonals. they sadi in the beginning they were going to keep six of us in the end. and i know they did, just not me. see, when the last schedule came out last saturday, i didn't have any more hours schedulaed after monday, whle other seasonals did. that was my first clue that something was wrong.

monday, christmas eve, i started at 6am, and for the frist few hours i was alone on the floor. i answered the phones and tok care of those people, tok care of the in store customesr, and was supposed to get as much reshop done as possible. i worked my *** off. i got it all done. without ever getting stressed or cranky.

i only missed two days the whole time, when i had laryngitis and bronchitis. as soon as the fever was down and i had a little bit of my voice back, i was back at work. sick as a dog. but i coulnd't leave them hanging. i went in after bing up all night puking, because they said they really needed me that day.

but nothing matters. none of the efforts i made matters. how can i ever feel secure at a job again? my perfomance at tru can not be topped, that's what i was born to do. and if that wasn't even good enough, how can i ever keep a job?