yeeaa, I get those thoughts too,hence the meds keep me out of jail...lol
Paralyzed dreams are frightening, as many as I have had they scare the crap outta me too,every time.Especially when the Demons growl in my ear, or they show thier faces,I get really angry at them then its on like donkey kong!! I fight them till I wake myself up, then I go get my sage, smudge my myself,my bed,my man,and all of the house till I chase that sucker out of my house.thn theres a bang..that comes from nowhere..Im shaken, but I know its over for a while.Its been a long time since its happened again.knock on wood..
this subject has taken my mind off my anger,I feel calmed down now,I guess all I needed was a distraction..ty manicminer,even the FU##-up fairy isnt bothering me now eaither..lol